Wedding Day

She sent her card
Inviting me to witness
As she celebrates the best day of her life
She said its valuable to her
Am jealous

At the alter I arrive
At this corner I sit
Many thoughts running in my mind
Thoughts of why what how and who he was
I never thought of this day
Smiles are all over
But behind my smile
Lies tears of heartbreak
Songs of joy plays
All the hymns that I dedicated to her
Are all over the  air
Tears of joy drop from her
As she says yes I do

I loved you darcie
She never knew all the sacrifices I made
Just for her to persue that degree
Why?
Where did I go wrong?
I wonder
I accepted her
When she was casted out like a dog
By her father
I gave her a purpose
A reason not  to give up
For I needed her more than she ever knew

Now in this alter
She says yes to another
Am I not worth an explanation
Am I not worth a goodbye
You never did
I wish you told me what my flaw was
I wish you held my hands one last time
I wish I hugged you one last time
I wish I felt your soft lips on mine
For just one last time

I have the courage
To stand and say NO!
but I won't, cause
All I want for you is  happiness
I wish you good luck
For you leave me heartbroken
And in tears
Tears of why and what did I not do?
And as I leave this alter
All am able to say is
GOODBYE DARCIE.
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