Painful Death

A thousand and one times……I did it again

Unspeakable is what people use

Evil I name it

Yes its evil……..of that am aware …unspeakable even

But what can I do

I tell of how I would like to stop

Just to say a big NO….and the devil quits

But deep down ….I kinder really like it

No

I bracingly enjoy it

Second by second……minute by minute

Hour by hour……..day by day

Crazy it seems

But I already know that

The definition of evil, unspeakable is……. ME!

I deeply give a perfect definition for the words

And I love it

YES I really love it..

In my innermost feeling…..am good

Really good……a role model to many

That’s what they believe……NO!

That’s what I let them see

I just wish to unchain my mind & Soul……from the heart of hell

A painful death is all I need

The kind of which I shall feel every pain of it…bit by bit

The kind of which my tongue is sliced

Hands….limbs….ribs broken

A death where I shall not be mourned

No flowers as my blanket…….just bare soil..

To provide a fertile environment for cactus and Sodom apples

Which shall expect to crack my throat and my heart…..

For only then……and I say ONLY THEN

Shall I differentiate between the evil and myself…….

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