Like a replica I stand
Enslaved in my own insanities I play
Am caged and yet I'm free
In this dwelling I find myself
With binds I make myself bound
And with these memories I only run as a rebound
Am in pieces I know
But more so I lose myself to the tirade within
Like a song it sings
It's lyrics bleeding of the pain in thy heart
It's chorus breaking of the cracks on my skin
In the dark with the falling sky I know
I'm but pieces of what I used to be
Lost and wandering
From corner to corner I race
Seeking sanity in the midst of insanities
I still want to be whole
Only I'm but in millions of trillions of pieces
Blood like a river it flows
So riveting and taunting to my tender eyes
Tears like a waterfall drip
So beautifully slow and yet so painful
Dry like sandpaper the sorrow in my heart breeds
It's loud and endless
It taunts me of memories of one wrong loved right
It sings of a caged heart in a veil
The sky bleeds with me
Tonight the dark sky hides my pain
In the fall of the black my soul frees
And tears itself apart from the pain
Why did I do this
Why did you let it happen
Why did it grow so strong only to fall so fast
Why drop the walls only to place spikes
Am broken
The sky is tender
The sea has become too shallow to swallow
The lands turn to thick to let one grow
And the cracks finally become ridges
If loving you was wrong
Then let me confess for this was my crime
If picking your side was a sin
Then the gates of judgement stand wide for me
But even though I know
I still feel even if time turned around
This would still be my sin
The sin of loving you right
I used to be whole
But today I'm like a cracked mirror
So in pieces I can never be repaired
So in cracks I can be whole never
For this is the destruction of within
_Even when the scars you cause are thick enough to kill my sanity I still wouldn't regret picking you becoz for me a second of joy with you is worth an eternity of any other... I just wish you knew that even when my demons are so loud you're still the one I would turn to. You're the only sanity I understand in the midst of my raging insanities... The only integrity I know in the midst of immoralities... I simply wish you knew all the tender I know is only for you, because my natural instinct still stands to be by your side always_
_Arian, her wolf_
#Allyna Kemmy
#Bluepoetry
Enslaved in my own insanities I play
Am caged and yet I'm free
In this dwelling I find myself
With binds I make myself bound
And with these memories I only run as a rebound
Am in pieces I know
But more so I lose myself to the tirade within
Like a song it sings
It's lyrics bleeding of the pain in thy heart
It's chorus breaking of the cracks on my skin
In the dark with the falling sky I know
I'm but pieces of what I used to be
Lost and wandering
From corner to corner I race
Seeking sanity in the midst of insanities
I still want to be whole
Only I'm but in millions of trillions of pieces
Blood like a river it flows
So riveting and taunting to my tender eyes
Tears like a waterfall drip
So beautifully slow and yet so painful
Dry like sandpaper the sorrow in my heart breeds
It's loud and endless
It taunts me of memories of one wrong loved right
It sings of a caged heart in a veil
The sky bleeds with me
Tonight the dark sky hides my pain
In the fall of the black my soul frees
And tears itself apart from the pain
Why did I do this
Why did you let it happen
Why did it grow so strong only to fall so fast
Why drop the walls only to place spikes
Am broken
The sky is tender
The sea has become too shallow to swallow
The lands turn to thick to let one grow
And the cracks finally become ridges
If loving you was wrong
Then let me confess for this was my crime
If picking your side was a sin
Then the gates of judgement stand wide for me
But even though I know
I still feel even if time turned around
This would still be my sin
The sin of loving you right
I used to be whole
But today I'm like a cracked mirror
So in pieces I can never be repaired
So in cracks I can be whole never
For this is the destruction of within
_Even when the scars you cause are thick enough to kill my sanity I still wouldn't regret picking you becoz for me a second of joy with you is worth an eternity of any other... I just wish you knew that even when my demons are so loud you're still the one I would turn to. You're the only sanity I understand in the midst of my raging insanities... The only integrity I know in the midst of immoralities... I simply wish you knew all the tender I know is only for you, because my natural instinct still stands to be by your side always_
_Arian, her wolf_
#Allyna Kemmy
#Bluepoetry
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