Am Jealous

And I told you, when you left me
There is nothing to forgive
I thought you would come back
Tell me
All you found was
Heartbreak and misery

Am jealous of the rain
That falls on yours skin
Its closer than my hands have been
Am jealous of the wind
That leeps of your clothes
Its closer than my shadow

Its hard for me to say
Am jealous of the way
You are happy without me
Am jealous of the nights
Nights that I don spend with you
Am wondering
Who you lay next to

Am jealous of the cup
That touches your lips
It's closer than my lips have been
Am jealous of the sheets
Sheets that you candle with
They have cuddled than I have ever had

I wish you
All the best this world could give
All the best it can provide
All happiness you can find
But
Behind this smile
Lies tears of regret
Tears of pain
Tears of jealous
Coz I still love you.

I know I offended you
But please come back
I need you
Am dying of this jealousy
All my sheets are now wet
Moist of my tears

I will be here
Just waiting for you

~~~labrinth ~~~
#🌀Man From Pluto🌑🌌
#🌐Blue Poetry 2019📒
#💗❤Rexy~Mose 19'❤💗

Princessa

Three years ago was an year of victory
An year that gave me hope
An year that brought you to me
I love every moment that happened so as I could meet you
You are one of a kind
My source of inspiration
My Princessa
My all time crush
Wish you knew how madly in love I am
Wish you could love me back
Despite the circumstances
And The distance
You say I should move on
Why should I
I wonder
You are worth waiting for
For that I promise
You are worth fighting for
For that I can do
You are worth more than I can ever give
All because my future is bright
With you in it
OUR kids are happy
With you as their mummy
The food is sweet
With you as the chef
Am happy with you beside me
How I wish you can just see it
In every word I write
In every letter I pronounce
And in my eyes
Gal, you got me crazy
Though I like it coz you are the cause
For that I don't mind
Forever you shall
Be in my heart
For you are my Unique crush
My honey Bun
My cupcake
My sweetheart
And most of all
MY PRINCESSA
I love you.
#🌀Man From Pluto🌑🌌
#🌐Blue Poetry 2019📒
#💗❤Rexy~Mose 19'❤💗

1st Acceptance

133hours,26min,38sec
That's the time I managed to say No
No to the Devil who thinks it can control me
No to the devil who thinks it owns me
No to the devil that have being haunting me
Haunting me in my dreams
Haunting me in my imagination
And haunting me in my reality
But today I couldn't
No was out of options
It was so tempting
So promising
Of how it would give me happiness
Of how relieved I would feel
Today it controlled me with it's whole
I tried but I failed
I feel a loser
Loser for I lost the game too early
I feel cursed
Cursed for I think am the only one
I feel damaged
I feel lonely
Lonely for I can never let someone into my imperfect life
I can never open my heart to someone
Despite having feelings for her
I fear
Fear of losing her
Fear of her stoning me
Fear of her judging me in the wrong way
Fear of her not understanding my story
Fear of her pointing fingers behind my back.
But It's not over until it's over
Many will say am a loser
But inside me I know am a fighter
For I resisted for the last five days
For I know I have never resisted for such long
For I know I threw my best punches
For am not Jesus
Who never fell for the temptations
Am only human after all
I know this fight will go on
I accept defeat today
But tomorrow will be a different story
Tomorrow will be sunshine
Tomorrow Pluto will have it's first sunshine
Tomorrow will be a story of my achievements
As I will be declared the champion
And my story will prove
Of a fight well fought
For am not giving up yet
Never shall I
#🌀Man From Pluto🌑🌌
#🌐Blue Poetry 2019📒
#💗❤Rexy~Mose 19'❤💗