I QUITE

*I QUIT*
I know it's a taboo,
To talk about quitting
But I want to quit the stage
My ink is drying up
And am soaking my book
Tears are freely flowing
Am slowly drowning
Inthe sea of tears and emotions
My heart is no longer bleeding
And I can't script anymore

Out the sky is appearing
It is Darkening my sun
It's crippling my light
My day is eclipsing
And it's creating the night
Black holes are swallowing ,
Everything in their sight
Including my heart and my mind
And I can't script anymore

Storm clouds are gathering
The wind is going to blow
And am suffering
Everything is just pain on my neck
There is little joy left for me
Am no longer depressed
But depression suppressed me
And am proudly to say am looser
I lost the fight
Now every sigh I wish could be my last
Cause I can't script anymore

Loser,quiter that's who I am
Giving up is now my only option
Everything I worked for
Is  now being blown by the wind
Death please rock me  asleep
Bring me to quiet rest
Pass my weary quiltness
Am all alone in a prison
Wailing for my destiny
I must taste these misery
I quit poetry,I quit everything
For I can't script anymore

©Mum's Dota
Bleeding heart ❣

Wedding Day

She sent her card
Inviting me to witness
As she celebrates the best day of her life
She said its valuable to her
Am jealous

At the alter I arrive
At this corner I sit
Many thoughts running in my mind
Thoughts of why what how and who he was
I never thought of this day
Smiles are all over
But behind my smile
Lies tears of heartbreak
Songs of joy plays
All the hymns that I dedicated to her
Are all over the  air
Tears of joy drop from her
As she says yes I do

I loved you darcie
She never knew all the sacrifices I made
Just for her to persue that degree
Why?
Where did I go wrong?
I wonder
I accepted her
When she was casted out like a dog
By her father
I gave her a purpose
A reason not  to give up
For I needed her more than she ever knew

Now in this alter
She says yes to another
Am I not worth an explanation
Am I not worth a goodbye
You never did
I wish you told me what my flaw was
I wish you held my hands one last time
I wish I hugged you one last time
I wish I felt your soft lips on mine
For just one last time

I have the courage
To stand and say NO!
but I won't, cause
All I want for you is  happiness
I wish you good luck
For you leave me heartbroken
And in tears
Tears of why and what did I not do?
And as I leave this alter
All am able to say is
GOODBYE DARCIE.
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